God, I am so mad at you. So mad. I tried so hard to not make this post but it was burning inside of me and I just needed to get it out.
Over these past few years with Peter, I trusted in your path. I believed you were the creator of our marriage, that you were a large part of our marriage, and that you were always working within our marriage. And you give me this?!?
Why me? I don’t think I’m strong enough to do this. I’m barely making it and I was praying and asking you to help heal my heart and I just continue to feel more and more and more broken. When will this end? Why must I suffer?