Three Things to Do for Yourself During a Divorce

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I feel that after two of these pesky situations, I am now an expert on divorce. Okay, okay, maybe not an expert but I definitely have some ideas, tips and advice that can help when you have to tackle the pain and stress that divorce (almost always) will bring. Divorce is often messy, with so […]

The World is Crazy

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It’s a been a while, and yet, it has really only been two months. I’d like to forget the last few months have happened at all because the insanity of it is quite unbearable. But, I’m still standing…even though I’m overwhelmed, tired, shocked, hopeless, and a variety of other emotions all at once. There is […]

Well, It’s 2020

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It didn’t start off well…it just didn’t go as planned. I don’t want to get divorced. Seriously, I don’t. I want my husband to find the strength to fight this awful thing he is going through and come back to the family he belongs with. Yes, I do still believe in him BUT he doesn’t. […]

And Now This…

He’s moving. Moving to Huntsville, AL. Almost 700 miles away. And I get no say in this. What I feel doesn’t matter. What I want doesn’t matter. Our marriage doesn’t matter. He’s just running away and I’m here. And I don’t know what to do. We have spent so much time together since I last […]

Stop Walking on Eggshells – My First Audible

I must be defective. That was the only explanation I could think of for his behavior. Why did he act so loving one moment and then rip me to shreds the next? Why did he tell me I was talented and wonderful and then scream at me that I was contemptible and the cause of […]

I Feel Broken

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Trying to keep myself going with music but it’s not working.  

It’s Only Been 48 Days!!!!!!!!

I saw my husband 5 out of 7 days last week. We met for lunch with the kids on Sunday. Tuesday, we met to sign the Separation Agreement but then we didn’t do it cause it seemed we just couldn’t do it. We wanted to talk and we wanted to share time and space. And […]

Despair, Anger, Pain, Hurt

God, I am so mad at you. So mad. I tried so hard to not make this post but it was burning inside of me and I just needed to get it out. Over these past few years with Peter, I trusted in your path. I believed you were the creator of our marriage, that […]

Now Entering Anger

Well, I felt a shift over the last few days. I’m still sad but I’m becoming more and more angry about the situation. Like, for real, is this my life now? I sent him a text message the other day, letting him know how pissed off and angry I was. And he called me because […]

Sadness with a Side of Pain

I just wanted happiness and a special person to share my life with. A special person to love and cherish and laugh with and grow old with. A special person who wanted to love and be loved and be a part of all of that. But all I am left with is sadness. Sadness and […]