Day 6
We had plans to get picked up around 9-ish….
I called to let him know we’d fallen behind but he was just as understanding as always…came over to pick us up and got to meet a few family members who immediately sent text messages asking how long I had known him and where he was from. I lied…I didn’t want to hear their concerns of only knowing the guy a few days, so I said a year…later explaining to them that we didn’t really go out much over the year, just recently hanging out…eventually, I might tell the truth….
It was an incredible day. We just were the perfect picture of love. I thought everyone was smiling at us, and later, he said everyone is smiling at us…cause we are so happy. We had such a fantastic day….we extended that into dinner with a friend of mine…and later our conversation in the parking lot of Target.
He told me he was in love with me. And I cried a little. My heart has just healed from being ripped apart, thrown down and stepped on. I can’t take another relationship like that. I just can’t. It has been the most difficult experience of my life and I never want to feel the way that last jerk made me feel. But with this new one, he gives me a sense of calm and peace and well-being that I’ve never felt in my life. I feel safe by his side and we won’t have the same problems we had with our exes….we simply aren’t built the same same as them. This is real. And it’s scary. And it’s amazing. He loves me.
And I love him.
@8:07a
P – Good morning. When would you like me to pick you up?
P – I jus go gas etc so ready when you are 🙂
Z – You’re so cute! I’ll give you a call in a few minutes…
P – Sounds good
@9:20p
Z – I’m so sorry!!! *kiss*kiss*kiss*kiss*kiss Until tomorrow!
P – Why are you sorry? I had the best tine with you and your girls today. I am very excited to spend more intimate time with you also. Oh am I ever. I’m only bummed tat we do not call the same place home. We do have what it takes to build something beautiful and unbreakable.
P – Sweet dreams. Know that you are in my mind.
Z – You are in my heart…Sweet dreams…
