Well, I’m headed down to get my babies. The house won’t be silent anymore. I’m so excited! Yes, it will be back to tough days, and potty training and screaming and yelling at times but all that beats silence. Beats emptiness. Beats lonely!
And school starts next week….18 credits this semesters. I know, it’s about to get real rough.
And well, I’ll probably only have to see Peter one more time before he can disappear from my life forever, the way he wants it to be. Especially since he believes I’m going to hurt him. *sigh* I mean, when this is all said and done, I’m pretty sure I’m the only one, between the two of us, with a broken heart, without the truth, and still wishing it could be fixed. I tried to explain that there is nothing I could ever do to make him feel the hurt I have so I really don’t get it. Eh…the whole demise of our relationship is really nothing to celebrate but not seeing him anymore will help with healing.
Off I go to get my babies….I’m so happy they are coming home!!
