Don’t You Forget About Me

Today was a pretty good day. I had fun and I laughed and I booked a party, a vending event, and a fundraiser. I did really well in school the past week despite having to change things up due to a “mistake” with the internet disconnection dates. I got a lot done and well, I still have a lot to do tonight but it will get done. I finally felt my purpose in life is emerging and I’m not under a big, ugly, dark cloud. It feels good to see the sun after what seems like months and months of rain. And my Littles, wow. Nyala is like a new creature. The full sentences and big personality have come to the surface. She’s hilarious. Anaya’s got quite a bit of attitude, and she’s missing teeth. At four! Fun times!

Over the weekend, I had a few friends over, including the mother of my ex-husband’s youngest son. First, I must say, I wish I had more Girls Nights. Second, it took us almost an hour to open one of the bottles of wine and I still need to find an electric corkscrew before our next Girls Night. Third, after going through what I just did with Peter, and further discussing with her the mess that the man we shared was, I have definitely found some commonalities and warning signs to look out for. Socially awkward men with little to no adult men friends are definitely guys to stay away from. People without friends are lacking something, normal people have friends. At least a handful. There were a couple things that Peter and Matt were alike in, but when I voiced that to Peter, he was very adamant about them not being anything alike, but looking back, they are so the same. Well, I will say that Peter is a bit of an upgrade but not by so much. Both of them were very much lessons. I hear it loud and clear now. Purpose has been served, my blessing will arrive one day, right, lol.