We disagree on things but today, oh today…
It had been a rough day yesterday…my dad’s birthday and well, when things in my life are going great, the loss of my dad makes me even more sad. This year, in just a few days, marks ten years that he’s been gone. I was miserable. Honestly, very miserable and cried a lot. I don’t know why it hurt so much but it did.
So, I decided to make some Jiffy Soup…the stuff my dad used to make for us…it’s takes a while, uses quite a bit of different items but all of a sudden, I felt like I needed to make it.
I left the kitchen a mess and when Peter got home that evening, it upset him. I just didn’t make the time that day with my niece arriving two months early that morning and it being my sisters birthday, I can admit it, I didn’t make the time. He was angry but I figured I would just let him be, give him some space and it would blow over…I mean, this was our last night alone before the kids came home.
I went upstairs to iron our cloth napkins…yes, I love cloth napkins and I LOVE to iron them, lol. I come downstairs after a while and notice his keys were gone but he could have just ran across the street…but then, his car is gone, too…WTF?!?!
I run upstairs to get my phone and he’d sent a text that he was frustrated and didn’t want to take his anger out on me and that he needed to clear his head. I was beyond furious. I packed up my computer and went down to Panera to sit for a few hours because I definitely didn’t want to be in the house when he got back…but he didn’t come back that night….
