During a moment of our conversation last night, Peter told me to call his sister and there was a lot of other things said that just didn’t make sense. The past few days, they’d been awful. I don’t know what is going on or why he is acting so incredibly strange. He’s gone all day and when we go to bed at night, I’m not getting my cuddles. And there’s some things I really need to talk to him about but he’s making it so hard for me to bring up the issue because I’m terrified of what is happening between us right now. And it’s the end of the semester. And I’m exhausted. And there is just so much right now. So much.
So, after talking to his sister for about 90 minutes today, I demanded Peter come home from work. He was a bit nervous so I promised him nothing crazy was going to happen. We just needed to talk and well, we did. We needed to talk and we needed to fix whatever he was going through.
So, he came home and we talked. For a nice long while. And it was better. We were somewhat better. I mean, there’s some things we need to do. He was able to admit to me some things that were wrong in his life and I accepted them. I mean, that is what love is. When you promise someone your love, you give it, unconditionally, forever. Lots of things we need to do but it’s fixable. No big deal We go this for sure!!
He went back to work and asked me to find the hours for Cafe O’Play cause we could take the girls there and have a chance to chat. But they closed at 7 so we went to Anaya’s favorite place, Denny’s.
From across the table, he looked at me and said, “This is nice.” And it was. Our little family, quickly assembled, but worth every single struggle because that is just how family is. And I know, this is difficult. Going from the single guy to the man in charge of guiding, loving, and providing for his fiancee and two children. But I think back to the day we first met, oh, ya know, three months ago, lol. And I remember the texts and the talks and the time we have shared and the love we have given each other and it’s all worth it.
Thanks to his sister, we were able to really fall into a new path and hopefully, we will have truth from here on out!
